Why?

why
why
why
why

is this happening to me?

I have done nothing to deserve this,
nothing.

And if it is what it is,
then I am destined

to be

alone.

How can I progress -
move forward,


but its impossible. IMPOSSIBLE.
I know how it happens,
I know how one makes these mistakes.....

and I have not gone down those roads.




...what on earth is going on....