wrong intentions

I'm only on here to compete

Which means its time to log off.

I suppose I should go to bed -

Big day tomorrow.

Inhale
Work
Class - long...long...long
Buy wrapping paper
Clean apt for Friday
Work out
Register Liz's Car
Hope the Title and License plate are here
Change Rasputin's cardboard
Hope things start to get better for everybody
Go to Liz's birthday dinner
See what happens from there
Exhale

Then sleep.

Yeah, I should be in bed now.

After all,
its already tomorrow.

Estrella,
who knows what will happen.
We'll see.

There aren't a lot of things in life that I can guarantee,
But I can guarantee that you are
Definitely
Absolutely
Certainly
Not losing me :)

You're pretty top notch, as far as girlfriends go

9:35, February 3rd, 2011

You drink with both hands,
and everything is heavy.
It isn't yet dusk.

Ice in the cotton,
not a single line to trace.
Yellow presses through.

There is beauty past the fence,
and through the vines that contain it,
from the steps of my stairwell
and the sight of my balcony.

Spring is coming
after all.

Its like we've all got words pressed into the skin of our hands..inky black splotches sitting in the cracked skin, all from kneading and rolling each and every conversation into something 'correct', something 'right', something 'neutral'.

Eventually we're all going to look down and see or hands
black and speckled like molded bread..
all because we were afraid to speak -
and we thought we could own our language.

Knowing what to say
and saying the right thing,

they are distant cousins at best.

^Simplification -

lets stop using our words to manipulate each other. If you say something, mean it. If you don't mean it, don't say it.

Spread some love with your words...
haha, a bit cliche -
but that's only because it works.

GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHGHGAHGAHGAHGGGGGAHHAHHGHGGHGHG



it was a good graahgh :)

that is all.